Had a rough night and am having a little bit of a rough morning with Rylee. Kyle took the Julia and Noah to Stanley Park and I thought I would get a lot done, but not so. I did do groceries which is a big deal and managed to put them away and clean the fridge. I haven't had the chance to have lunch, so I am having a green drink and had an apple and some brocolli. Very boring I know but I can not seem to get anything prepared as I am always holding her. This week I plan on trying a "pasta" made of Zuchini and other veggies. The sauce is blended and made of tomatoes and spices. I can not wait to see if it will be good. I know Leah has made raw pasta dishes before and really loves them. She will be here next week and I can not wait. We will be preparing raw stuff the whole time, hahaha... should be fun and interesting to see how we manage with 4 kids. She has experimented more than me and knows how to prepare more of a variety of things so I am anxious to learn some new recipes.

This morning I again made the mistake of weighing myself and I was actually 132!! A weight gain??!! I am still not giving up and thought "if I were not raw I may weigh 140- who knows?" I have to remain positive and stay away from the scale. What is so shocking is that I feel smaller and my clothes seem to fit better and I find that I look smaller - ?? Very odd- I just have to remind myself that I just had Rylee less than 2 months ago and this is going to take time. I am committed to staying raw for at least the 60 days at 100% to see what comes of it. It is very easy and almost effortless being raw at this point. I did have a craving for cooked foods this morning- It was pretty strong but I was quickly distracted (kids) and forgot about it. It may be a detoxifying effect as I am getting cleaner. Well, Rylee is finally sleeping- should get stuff done b4 the gang gets back!!