Yesterday, I felt rather depressed and tired all day, so different from how I have been feeling recently. It is all because of the fact that I have not lost any weight and it makes me question my way of eating. I love being raw, but I was feeling like if I could not shake any weight off than maybe I would have to go the regular weight loss route and eat a low fat low cal diet which is NOT how I want to live. I assumed that eating raw would automatically take care of the weight issue, but I guess it is going to take more effort and more time. I have to remember that Rylee is only 9 wks old. I have talked to other people and they all advise to stay raw as they know it is what I am passionate about. Even my husband who I thought was not very supportive has been a huge support and beleives I should keep it up. I was so surprised and confused at the same time! Although we have had many problems in our relationship, sometimes he can be the best. Anyways, I woke up this morning feeling a little down because I thought I was giving up, then I rememebred that I had in fact NOT given up and that it was all ok, that i could stay raw if I wanted to. So today is grocery day and I will do my regular shopping. I think this week I will make the thai wraps that Leah and I had, so good. I am feeling better than yesterday and more optomistic. Tonight Kyle and I are going out for diner, which means I may not have a meal that is 100%- I will definitely get a salad but sometimes, the dressing is packaged, or the nuts are roasted... Anyways, I feel good- and am enjoying my green smoothie at the moment!!